Thunderstorms

   As I sit here during this thunderstorm I realize that as I was growing up it was one of the only things that would help me calm down from my semi-permanent rage. The reason being because I'M SCARED TO DEATH OF THUNDER AND LIGHTENING. Yea I said it. So what. I'm scared to get fried by lightening. Just sitting by the window makes me think a lightening bolt is coming at any moment. Shoot, I don't even have to be by a window and I would still be scared that it can hit me by bouncing off of one of my many electronic gadgets lol. I'm scared of thunder because it's a random loud noise. I hate loud noises period but when a loud noise comes out of nowhere it's like being in a house by yourself that's completely quiet and you hear a something fall. No one told you that someone was home so you jump out of your seat because you're so damn scared although someone stayed home and is upstairs . you don't know that though, OBVIOUSLY LOL. That scenario was a little dramatic but you get my point.
  
   THE POINT IS, fear can replace anger which, in my opinion is a very hard emotion to replace. You can't even go from being angry to happy in 2.5 seconds. It's a process. Just like it's a process to control any emotion, especially anger.


JUST A THOUGHT




*Picture is not mine