Coloring:A form of anger management

   The other day Jack (significant other) found one of my old coloring books from 2006. Although I was still too old to have a coloring book then, I still bought one. The thing is, I like coloring books. I will admit that I never finished one as with all of my books (notebooks, activity books, etc.). 

   When he handed me the book I decided that I would color in it since I still had markers from my freshman year of college. DON'T JUDGE ME lol. Let me just tell you that I have anger problems and I have it BAD. Any and everything pisses me off so bad. But when I decided to color a page I started to feel calm and nothing pissed me off. Not even, Jack's stupid comments to things pissed me off. I was a happy camper. 

   Today, my mom calls my sister to check on here and since I'm with her at the moment she asked about me. Naturally, my sister would tell her what I was doing which was coloring in my coloring book. So I told my mom that it's better I color in my coloring book than yell at people because I'm so irritated by them. Not to say that I'm a total bitch because I'm not. I will admit that  can be a complete asshole sometimes but that's just something I can't help lol.

   I'm happy I finally found an outlet for my anger even though i'm way too old to be coloring. At least I'll have more fun than other people when my son is old enough to color because then i'll be able to get down and color with him. Talk about fun. Woooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!